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I used to love this place. I've watched it change so much over a decade, but now it no longer feels like a place where I belong.
I'd like to try and settle in again, but I think it's just one of those things I need to move on from.
I met a lot of great people on here that helped me grow and gave me a lot of confidence in a very volatile stage of my life. I was always an anxious and underconfident person, but the people here really made me feel welcome and gave me the encouragement and criticism that I needed to keep drawing and being artsy in my awkward teenage phase. If you're one of those people, you know who you are, and I just want to say thank you. I just wish I could have appreciated you all more at the time. I didn't know how lucky I was.
The future, as always, is uncertain. I might not be around much longer, you might not be around much longer, but I'll always have the good old days to reminisce upon. Cheers! And thanks for the good times.
I'd like to try and settle in again, but I think it's just one of those things I need to move on from.
I met a lot of great people on here that helped me grow and gave me a lot of confidence in a very volatile stage of my life. I was always an anxious and underconfident person, but the people here really made me feel welcome and gave me the encouragement and criticism that I needed to keep drawing and being artsy in my awkward teenage phase. If you're one of those people, you know who you are, and I just want to say thank you. I just wish I could have appreciated you all more at the time. I didn't know how lucky I was.
The future, as always, is uncertain. I might not be around much longer, you might not be around much longer, but I'll always have the good old days to reminisce upon. Cheers! And thanks for the good times.
the most surreal moment of my life
I was at the beach on a stroll. It was an overcast day, but there was a strong warm breeze.
The entire beach was empty. Questioning the lack of people around I must have thought that I was the only person in the area who appreciates having my skin being sand blasted by nature. THEN out of nowhere I notice an object in the distance. As I get closer it turns out to be an old fashioned perambulator.
This destroyed any sense of reason I ever had adopted. This pram was from around 1920, completely abandoned and the only man made object on the entire beach.
Why was it there? How did it come to be there?
Who makes prams like that these days? Wh
100% care 0% responsibility
I'm sick of fake environmentalists and faux philanthropists or anyone in general who preaches ethics. They do nothing good!.. If they did nothing they would be harmless, but they actually cause harm by their idealistic attitudes and their trendy pseudomovements toward a better future that doesn't actually exist. It all stinks of Irony!
Since when has caring about stuff become a trend?
I'm sick to death of their hypocrisy!
I'd rather admit to being a bad person than live with the life of double standards that these bleeding heart useless people have created for themselves.
You are not making the world a better place! Stop fooling yourselve
facing cowardice
When I was young I was religious and I was brought up with very strong ideals, but growing up knowing right from wrong hindered me in a big way. Reality never matches those strong ideals and as I got older I learnt more and tried to understand how society works. At the end of the day I felt marginalised by humankind and always felt very strongly against whatever it is other people expect me to be. I feel like I've been lied to, I feel like a failure, and some days I feel like life itself has failed me.
I feel like I have become a coward, unable to face reality. I'm always looking for escapism and I always have. It used to be through art or t
comeback
Been thinking about starting up this account again.. it's been a long time!
Sorry if I've neglected you all a bit over the last 10 years but hopefully I can get my act together and catch up on things.
I've taken a lot of photos with my new camera so this account will probably head in that direction more so than sketches. I've also lost a lot of my artistic ability and creativity due to changes I've made in my life so Its a bit embarrassing for me to be uploading drawings that are significantly worse than what they used to be when I was a teenager. I think ive lost a lot of my confidence and self esteem in the process of growing up and that
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