Lately I've stopped spending my money on alcohol and drugs and started buying books with that money instead. For a while I almost forgot that I have a thirst for knowledge that needs to be quenched and I get just as much enjoyment out of learning as I do from pursuing trivial forms of entertainment.. so this is a much wiser way to spend my time and money... and I absolutely love it!

At school I kind of neglected a lot of topics because the way it was taught didn't interest me, but now I am discovering everything for myself again from scratch and reading about our amazing universe and the delicate balance of life and society and philosophy and science and it's all mind-blowing. I can't get enough of it.

Some of the things that the worlds great minds are delving into these days has the potential to completely change the way we look at life, and still most people choose to not understand it. All these amazing frontiers we are on and still most of us are content with just accepting what we already know, but there is so much more out there! Once you actively seek out all this obscure knowledge of the world it's truly amazing!

Anyway.. tomorrow is my first day at work at this web design company. The people there seem nice and although web design isn't my area of expertise I really like it and the potential for me to prove myself and learn new skills is massive, which is exactly what I need. So I hope that goes well. Also I'm applying for a few other different jobs and trying to make a good impression and actively network with people. Anything I see that moves me forward: I'm chasing it.

Now I feel motivated again and hopefully with a bit of hard work things will all slowly start falling into place.